Have you ever felt betrayed? Or to say- deprived of the love which should have been yours?
These days I am being haunted by similar questions.
What if your definition of love does not match with the definition of one whom you love?
Am I disillusioned?
Disillusioned by the faith I had, disillusioned by the lies that were said, disillusioned by the world I was made to see, disillusioned with my own dreams, disillusioned with my expectations, disillusioned by HIM- the ultimate creator?
And the only answer I am left with is- Destiny.
People often tell, Forgive and Forget.
I May Forget, But Forgive?
They do not tell how many times you should forgive.
The answer probably is ALWAYS.
But does not ALWAYS forgiving make you FOREVER taken for granted?
And then starts the never ending game of Dare, Truth And Lie!
Every now and then you are dared with a new challenge.
A lie is spoken.
A truth is mobbed.
You are challenged to be non repulsive.
I read some days back "Whenever you feel an urge to say something rude to someone, THINK. And, then ShutUp."
I learnt my lesson and stopped defying.
Sometimes, I was able to conquer my anger and sometimes I failed.
The times when I refused to accept the FACT was, when I tried to protect my integrity, when I tried to defend myself.
Its true- the people who accuse you, will do it anyway. Even if I choose to fight it out, it would not matter!
Keep silence>No talks>No expectations>No arguments>Period.
My Soul is my Virtue!
These days I am being haunted by similar questions.
What if your definition of love does not match with the definition of one whom you love?
Am I disillusioned?
Disillusioned by the faith I had, disillusioned by the lies that were said, disillusioned by the world I was made to see, disillusioned with my own dreams, disillusioned with my expectations, disillusioned by HIM- the ultimate creator?
And the only answer I am left with is- Destiny.
People often tell, Forgive and Forget.
I May Forget, But Forgive?
They do not tell how many times you should forgive.
The answer probably is ALWAYS.
But does not ALWAYS forgiving make you FOREVER taken for granted?
And then starts the never ending game of Dare, Truth And Lie!
Every now and then you are dared with a new challenge.
A lie is spoken.
A truth is mobbed.
You are challenged to be non repulsive.
I read some days back "Whenever you feel an urge to say something rude to someone, THINK. And, then ShutUp."
I learnt my lesson and stopped defying.
Sometimes, I was able to conquer my anger and sometimes I failed.
The times when I refused to accept the FACT was, when I tried to protect my integrity, when I tried to defend myself.
Its true- the people who accuse you, will do it anyway. Even if I choose to fight it out, it would not matter!
Keep silence>No talks>No expectations>No arguments>Period.
My Soul is my Virtue!
